Here’s to my first crush,
Well… damn.
It was probably obvious how I felt about you.
Can you blame me though? I am just a girl, plus it should honestly be a crime to have the traits you had, fr. 🤧
Does it even make sense that the only way I thought I could get close to you…
was by becoming your school daughter? 😭😭
You wouldn’t believe how many people laughed at that.
It made me feel weird, but I went through with it anyway.
And after all that? Nothing. No communication.
Mission failed. 😭
Then when people call me school daughter mockingly, because they knew exactly why,
It doesn’t hit the way it was supposed to.
Because the whole point was to get closer to you… and that flopped. Completely.
I hate to admit it, but I was a mess.
My heart would race like it was about to leap out of my chest anytime I saw you.
But oh well… here’s to you,
The one who made me feel something for the first time.
The one who unknowingly made me know just how heavy a simple crush could feel.
Cheers.
To feelings that never landed.
And to the girl who still remembers.
I don’t even know if I’m supposed to…
But here’s to you,
My first heartbreak. Even though you didn’t know it. – Habeebat
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