#SoulfulSundays
Some Sundays hit different. Not because anything dramatic happens (because let’s be honest, my life is as boring as it gets🫠) but because you wake up and suddenly remember you’re still waiting. For the text that never came. For the love that hasn’t arrived. For someone to finally choose you, loudly and without hesitation. It’s funny how love can feel so close and yet so far, like you’re always almost there but not quite. And in the middle of all that “almost,” you start wondering… is it me? (It’s not me by the way🌝. I’m a gem😌)
I’ve been romantic and reckless, soft and guarded, all in the name of maybe-this-is-it. And honestly? I’m tired. Not bitter, just… tired. Tired of false starts. Tired of being someone’s “almost.” But also weirdly hopeful. Like deep down, I know love will find me. It just clearly has terrible GPS. Very very terrible GPS. Like how long does it take to find meeeeee. I’m a shining bright star for heaven’s sake🤧.
So in the meantime, I flirt with peace. I take myself out. I write stories where I get the kind of love that doesn’t require shrinking or begging. I make playlists for people I haven’t met. I imagine the soft landing after the storm. And maybe that’s what the waiting is for, to remind me that I’m not incomplete. I’m just in progress. And that’s more than okay.
And when love finally arrives, the real kind, the kind that sees me fully, I want to meet it whole, not half-healed or bitter. Until then, I’ll keep dancing in the in-between, laughing too loudly with friends (the few that I have), taking cute pictures on random days, and living like love isn’t the only beautiful thing worth waiting for. Because even here, in the waiting, there’s magic and there is love actually. Just not the type of love I’m waiting for. I’m curious, what does being in a waiting season look like for you? I’d really like to know I’m not the only one in this world🙃.
Thank you for being here😁😁. It’s another week of loveeeeee because love should be a part of our daily lives🌚. Don’t forget to click that subscribe button if you haven’t 🌝.
With Love,
From your Favorite Blogger,
Noms Baby♥️♥️
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