I really shouldn’t have. I shouldn’t have loved how your hands knew my body. The way they could leave a mark on my skin without even really touching it. I shouldn’t have loved how my hairs stood in pleasure when your fingers brushed mine. Or how the memory of your hands on my skin gives me palpitations. I really shouldn’t have, but i did.
I really shouldn’t have. I shouldn’t have loved how your voice knew just the right things to say. The way it could just call my name and i’d scream YES no questions asked. I shouldn’t have loved how easy it was for your voice to heal the parts of me i didn’t even know needed healing. Or how the sound of your voice calmed my racing heart EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I really shouldn’t have, but i did.
I really shouldn’t have. I shouldn’t have loved how your scent made me remember what home smelled like. The way it lingered even after you had left days ago. I shouldn’t have loved how i could sense you coming miles away just from your scent. Or how easy it was for me to recognise you even in the crowd. I really shouldn’t have, but I did.
I really shouldn’t have. I shouldn’t have loved how your eyes were able to see through parts of me I tried to hide. The way they bore into my soul and showed me a new world. Or how I could swim in the beautiful orbs that are your eyes and feel safe. I really shouldn’t have, but I really fucking did.
I loved you knowing I shouldn’t have. I loved you knowing you were no good for me. I loved you knowing you had the ability to wreck me. I loved you. I really shouldn’t have.
And yet, even now, my heart still whispers your name.
NomsBaby.💜
Adele’s Love In The Dark describes the emotions behind this piece perfectly. www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hzFTJDJGkQ&list=RD-hzFTJDJGkQ&start_radio=1
Check out some of our other deep love pieces:
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? LOVE? – My Love Matters
A Whispered Love Letter – My Love Matters
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